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havent posted in a long time

having a baby any day now.

the end.

-sam

Jayden is getting 4 at once. I'm sure its been uber painful, but shes a trooper throughout the day, until the night. We've spent a few hours up usually between 2-4 watching 64 zoo lane and little bear (who freaks me out) and OOBI! I am far too into preschool television. Baby oragel seems liek a great idea, but freaking out children don't often open wide for you to press on their owwie mouths. so, we juice her up on Motrin or Tylenol, whichever is closer and wait for the crying/screaming/pain to subside.

I think im going to try and look for a waitress job around lansingburgh. i don't want to drive so far to go to work. even if i make less id bring out more without spending so much money on gas.

the wow server is down because its Tuesday

I've had like 3 hours of sleep

the season finale of Bones was AWESOME!

My birthday is on Sunday. My mom says I'm going to be 24, but i thought I already was 24... How do people keep track of these things? I guess she invinted my In-Laws over for a birthday dinner.....woot?!? whatever. I might go see MC Chris on Saturday.

I hate it when my unstairs neighbors smoke on the front porch. all of their cig. smoke floats right into my house. thanks for the cancer JERK. They also had a party the other day, and one of their friends walked right into my apt. and sat down and wanted to do drugs. i was like...NO! The problem is, their my friends. Ive known him for years and his immature party ways were fun and funny when i was a teenager, now I just want to punch him in hte face because hes PATHETIC and needs to grow up and i WISH i never told him my parents had an appartment open. If its not that hes doing Jumping Jacks at 3 am on his WII fit. urgh. vent! rip flesh off his face!

im going to go shower.

aside from pampered chef, ive been playing alot of WoW

My holy priest is 70, shes maxed out in JC im just trying to gather recipies now. Ive been running a rediculous amount of dailys to get money and rep but pretty much every faction has JC recipies, and if they dont they have enchants i need. bastards. so, im pretty low when it comes to lvl 70s. running high 70 instances and lower heroics. Ran Kara once, but we wiped out at curator, but our tank and main dps from the first day didnt show up. awesome healy mace dropped, other healer got it. bastards

ran mr. t on monday and got a healy cloak, and im revered with them so i got a mace that has less mp5 but it gives me more int. stam. and spirit?!? i think, something else. now i gotta get me +81 healing enchant put on that, bah, enchants are lame.

also, my pally i respeced protection and shes lvl 63. Most of my priests money i blow on her. i got her alchemy up to 350. 351 actually i think. i know its unneccissarry but i really want to run her to strat to get her water for the epic pally mount. i know you dont really need it but, i want it. I WANT IT BAD.

i made a warrior, lvl 26ish i think?? right now shes prot, but i made her before i respecd my pally, i think ill make her fury. and i also made a mage, but i havent played her yet. i just wanted to get her name saved.

earthenring
miyazana - 70 holy priest
miyazawa - 63 prot pally
miyamoto - 26?ish prot warrior
mamamiya - lvl 1 mage

i also have a lvl 16 BE lock on black dragonflight. havent played her in a long time.

ok, wow is fun, im hoppin on my priest to run dailys during nap time

i love nap time

pst. WTB Fishsticks pst.

baby is one years old
baby is WALKING
baby is really adoarble
baby is a brat
baby throws temper tantrums when i take away sticks


I am no longer an employee of red robin, i am indeed back at barnes and noble on a strickly part time basis, and im selling PAMPERED CHEF on the side.

speaking of Pampered Chef

Wouldent you all love to host a party, invite all your friends, have me cook for you and earn free products? I KNOW it does sound like a world of fun, thats because it is.

please please please

samantha

201. Put these creatures in order from what you would least like to be reincarnated as (1), to what you would most like to be reincarnated as (10) assuming reincarnation ended up existing AND you were given a choice.



caterpillar, house dog, wild dog, vulture, male human, female human, oak tree, rock, manta ray, dolphin
1 caterpillar
2 vulture
3 manta ray
4 dolphin
5 rock
6 oak tree
7 wild dog
8 house dog
9 male human
10 female human


202. What do you feel unworthy of?
nothing, im awesome, give it to me


203. Would you rather be remembered for having done something for humanity or being a really nice person?
nice person


204. Which do you value more: science or intuition? intuition


205. Your best friend and your significant other are in the hospital at the same time with the same ailment. Who do you visit first? significant other


206. Does the universe revolve around human beings? no


207. If you are no longer a virgin, do you wish you still were? no


208. Who is your favorite poet of those who are alive right now? i dont know...i dont like poetry


209. What is your favorite song from the 90's? i couldent pick one. i was REALLY into NKOTB, but i think they may have been more 80's...


210. If you were in alphabet soup what letter would you be? S


211. Do you believe in fairies, ghosts, aliens, angels, dwarves, elves, etc.? no


212. What makes you want to be someone’s friend? they have a sense of humor and similar values


213. Do you troll around the Internet harassing people anonymously for fun? no


214. Have you ever seen the movie A Man Who Fell to Earth? no


215. What is your favorite line from a movie? NA


216. What's your favorite video game? world of warcraft


217. Have you ever taken something that wasn't yours? many a traffic cone


218. What is one phrase people say that irritates you? cool beans


219. You allow strangers to read your diary, but would you let your parents read it? no


220. Hot steamy bubble bath or quick in and out shower? long shower. baths are gross


221. Are you allergic to anything? the spring


222. What is your favorite Terminator movie? 2


223. What is your favorite fast food? i lived on mcnuggets while i was preggos.


224. What would someone have to do to get you to never speak to him or her again? insult or hurt my family


225. Would (or have) you ever whip someone or be whipped by someone in bed? no


226. Have you ever said 'I hate everyone' and really meant it literally? yes. i hate most ppl in this world. i am not tolerant at all


227. Why do some people want to get more money than they could ever spend? i have no idea. i dont want money.


228. Have you ever won a carnival fish? no :(


229. Did it live more than a week? n/a


230. What's the best sounding accent a person can have? irish


231. What's the most boring thing you've ever read? computer books


232. Do you prefer buttons or touch screens? buttons.


233. Do you think there is a lot of similarity between the Harry Potter books and the Lord of the Rings series? no. dumbledore is GAY tho. JK said so.


234. Would you consider yourself to be naive? no


235. Which of your friends is most likely to go to jail? i dont have a whole lot of friends and as far as i know they all are pretty law abiding. in fact, one of them is a lawyer. so... i guess him.


236. What is the smallest amount of money that could be in a public toilet that would make you reach in and grab it? 10 dollars



237. Would you ever wear real fur? yes. mmmm soft dead animal


238. Arachnophobia or Eight Legged Freaks? neither! john goodman is funny in that movie tho


239. What are your feelings about police officers? my grandfather was a troy cop. i wish they could hit kids being assholes still tho...


240. what is your favorite line from a song? this is silly. there are BILLION of songs out there. BILLIONS! id have to say i dig alot of bright eyes tho. very poetic. or perhaps modest mouse and there silly backwards statements. good news for ppl who love bad news. thats clever


241. Is fifty dollars a lot of money? yes!


242. Do you like the band Front 242 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Front_242)? my husband is sleeping behind me so im not going to play any music. however with a name like that, im sure i wont. and even if i did like it, like all the damn myspace bands that say "hey check us out" i have NO INTEREST in looking for new bands so STOP sending me stupid messages and friend requests!


243. Would you rather have fame, money, or self-satisfaction? self satisfaction


244. What's your middle name? winifred


245. What is the absolute limit, the craziest thing you would do for a million dollars? im not very imaginative, but i wouldent do anything dangerous. and i wouldent strip naked in front of anyone. i would embarass myself in other ways in front of large numbers of ppl.


246. Are you good, evil or neutral? id say good


247. Should ebonics (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ebonics) be considered a language? NO


248. What color is your bedroom? honeyish


What color would you like it to be? i love it


249. When are you planning to move to a new home? im planning on expanding into the upstairs appt in this one


250. If you added up the cost of everything in the room with you, approximately what would it come out to be? ive no idea how much this computer is worth, but other than that, im sure under 1000. assuming my clothing is worth very little. its nothing of any quality. im sure its more like 5000 or 6000 if i had to repurchase everything brand new

251. Do you blow your nose in public? why not?

252. Do you want to follow in your parent's footsteps? yes


253. What is the coolest web site you know of? mugglenet.com or fanfiction.net or penny-arcade.com


254. Which cartoon would you most like to see turned into a movie? hmmm. im assuming this means live action...transformers was pretty f-ing sweet... i suppose thundercats. all of the other cartoons i like alot involve tlaking animals or pokemon


255. Of the following, which word best describes you: enthusiastic,fair minded, generous, helpful

id have to say fair minded

256. Can you eat with chopsticks? YES


257. Could you tell real money from counterfeit? no


258. What do you think about school uniforms? i think they are awesome


259. What ancient civilization would you most like to visit? italy! i want to see rome and venice and greece too


260. What would make a great new Crayola color? the color of rust


261. If an art project is created with the intent of getting rich and famous, does that cast doubt over its significance as a work of art? i dig commercial art way more than "art art" because most ppl who make "art art" are giant toolboxes


262. If you became president, whom would you invite to sing at your inauguration? J-LO


263. Who is the greatest philosopher of your country? im sure i dont know. i dont research modern day philosphers


264. If all the nations in the world are in debt, where did all the money go? the american dream


265. Is it as easy to make you happy now as it was when you were a child? yea, pretty much


266. Who knows more...you, or your parents? my parents


267. What instrument would you like to be famous for playing? keyboard. i cant play tho. or maybe the guitar hero guitar


268. Children fill its lungs completely with air. Adults breathe in a more shallow way, not filling their lungs completely. Why the change? were more relaxed?


269. Would you have sex with a stranger for one million dollars? no


270. Are you completely in control of your body? no


Are you completely in control of your mind? no


271. Which is more romantic: an expensive, glittering bouquet OR flowers that were hand picked as they grew beside the parkway? im sure the latter is right, but i vote glittering bouquet. so long as its for no good reason, no holiday or birthday, just cuz


272. Do you know yourself well enough to understand why you feel the way you do? i think so


273. Which do you do more often: let movies, songs and books put your feelings into words for you or put your feelings into words by yourself? movies and songs define my feelings for me


274. Do you believe celebrities when they are endorsing a product? i do apparently because i buy off informercials all the time.


275. What kind of movies do you wish were made more often? fantasy movies


276. Does fashion matter to you? um, yes, to an extent


277. Should politicians be held to the same legal standards as everyone else? yes, more so


278. What do you get in trouble for the most? i dont get in trouble, im an adult


279. Should parents spank their kids? yes


280. What is your worst daily habit? picking my nose


281. If you had your choice which one TV show would you have canceled? anythign with rosie o donald on it. i hate that big fat pumpkin head. i hope she dies


282. Do you like the taste of sweet or salt? both


283. Are you very precise about what words you use to describe your feelings and thoughts? no


284. What do you feel the most guilty about? how mean i was to my parents when i was a teenager


285. Do you meditate? not anymore, i did when i did yoga


286. Can dreams be visions, or do you feel they are always random images? random


287. Do you try to write/say what you are feeling in a true and simple way? im pretty simple i think.


288. The thief _______ that everyone steals.


What verb would you fill in the blank with? verb? that makes no sense. i hate madlibs


289. What's the most incredible experience you ever had? jayden


290. Are you ever afraid to write/say/think how you feel? no




291. Do you write/say/think it anyway or become intimidated and try to avoid it? i feel and say what it is.


292. What is one thing you can't do? i cannot wink


293. Do you like movies starring Charleton Heston (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charleton_Heston)? carleston heston is my president. hahahah. yey planet of hte apes


294. Are you gentle? i can be


295. When do you feel the most raw and vulnerable? when im alone


296. Are you trying to find yourself? sort of. im dabbling in the idea of going to school for baking, but i love being a housewife...


297. Where are you looking? ^^^^^^^^^^



298. Are you sometimes afraid of being honest because you are afraid of hurting people's feelings? yes, most often i have nothing nice to say


299. What would make you a stronger person? i dunno. i dont think theres anything wrong with being a big weak and vulnerable. im human. not a machine.


300. What book would you like to read sometime soon? right now im reading the sword of shannara, and im going to read the rest of those books next. after that i will probably read something girly, then i might reread all teh potter books..who knows. i want the next eragon book to come out!

101. What does happiness/joy feel like physically? light

102. List five people you love starting with the one you love the absolute most.

A. Jayden

B. Gus

C. Mom and Dad

D. Ray

E. Pat


103. How many movies have you gone to see this month? 1 Shoot em up, and it was terrible

104. If you could have 3 wishes...but none of them could be for yourself, what would you wish for? i would wish that my parents would come into money. i wish that gus's sister would find her dream home. and i wish that my brother patrick would find love

105. In what ways do you relax and de-stress when you are really tense? i eat

106. How much money would it take to get you to drive to school naked in the springtime and get out of the car? i wouldent. my dignity has no price

107. Have you ever killed an animal? no


108. Have you ever lost someone close to you? no


109. What do you think of cloning? im ok with it. i think

110. Do you read or watch TV more often? watch tv.

111. With all this talk of terrorism going around are you willing to sacrifice rights and freedoms for increased safety? maybe

112. What is the punishment you would come up with for Osama Bin Laden if you caught him alive? i dont think dragging out anything would do anyone any good. just kill him and get it over with

113. Have you ever named an individual part of your body? no

114. Have you ever been on the radio or on TV? the radio, yes

115. Have you ever won a lottery, or sweepstakes? no

116. Have you ever won a contest or competition? no

117. Do you like to watch The Joy of Painting show with Bob Ross (check out this link if you don't know who he is. Also please note me if you notice the link is broken) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bob_Ross_(painter)? i havent seen it in YEARS. but he loves happy little trees

118. Do you know what your grandparents and your great grand parents did for a living? um, no, just my grandpa

119. Is there anything really interesting in your family history? no

120. Is there anyone you trust completely? yes

121. Have you ever lost someone without having the chance to say goodbye? no

122. How do you feel about women in politics? id never vote for one. maybe in local politics...

123. Would you rather have an indoor Jacuzzi or an outdoor pool?indoor jacuzzi

124. What things are you interested in that you study or read about on your own? art

125. Would you consider yourself to be intelligent? yes

126. Would you consider yourself to be wise? sometimes

127. Have you ever given or received a lap dance? no

128. Have you ever spoken to a homeless person? yes

129. Would you ever creep into the subway tunnels to go exploring? no

130. If you could add 70 years to your life but only by making some random person die 70 years sooner would you? no

131. Can you finish any of the following lyrics?

A: Nothing to kill or die for... no

B: Late comings with the late comin' stretcher...no

C: I could make a film and make you my star...no

132. Were you ever with someone while they died? no

133. Would you rather be a world political leader or a rock star? rock star

134. Have you ever given someone a love letter that you wrote? no

135. Have you ever sent someone a surprise though the mail? yes

136. Are you looking forward to any concerts right now? no

137. Of all animated movies, which is the best one you've ever seen? tough to say. i love animated films. my fav. is beauty and the beast, or perhaps the lion king

138. What are the best bands or songs to listen to while driving? dashboard confessional is great to sing along to

139. What do you think is the most amazing thing that anyone has ever accomplished? in forever? im sure some of those anciant civilizations building great cities.

140. What could a member of the opposite sex do to impress you? talk to my mom and dad

141. About how many emails do you get a day? i dunno. i never check

How many of those emails are junk mail? most of them

How many of them are forwards? not many

142. What's your favorite thing to do online besides write in your diary and hang out at this site? wow

143. Do you believe Kurt Cobain (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kurt_Cobain) killed himself or was it a conspiracy? he was a drug addict. im glad hes dead. we dont need people like that influencing young society. i hope his death saved other ppl from going down the same path

144. Have you ever though about hitchhiking across the country? yes

145. Who would you bring with you on this kind of a road trip? nothing.

146. Of the following, which word best describes you: accurate, bold,

charming, dependable : Dependable

147. If you are single, at about what age do you think you will be ready to settle down and get married? If you are married, how old were you at the time? i was 19

148. Do you often wonder, when you say goodbye to people, if it is the last time you will ever see them? no

149. What movie are you most looking forward to seeing when it comes out? nothing now. i want to see the resident evil movie tho.

150. What is your quest? to have a family

151. What is louder and more annoying: 200 adults talking or one four-year-old screaming? 200 adults talking. i drown out kids

152. Do you believe the stories about planes, boats and people mysteriously disappearing into the Bermuda triangle? no

153. Who are you the most jealous of? no one

154. What is the happiest way you can start your day? seeing jayden

155. Do you ever have moments where you feel like everything is all right in the world? yes

156. Who thinks that you are offensive? most ppl, especially my inlaws

157. If you had to teach a class in something, what would you be able to teach people? how to make a budget

158. Have you ever had a spiritual experience (an experience that cannot be explained by science)? no

159. Do you believe that this experience was truly mystical or do you think there is some scientific explanation for it, only you don't know what it is? --

160. Do you get offended easily? no

161. Would you still love and stay with your signifigant other if he or she had to have a breast or testicle removed? yes. testicles are gross anyway

162. Do you believe in fate or free will? a little bit of both

163. Do you believe that only boring people get bored? no

164. Can life change or are we all stuck in vain? life can change

165. What changes are you afraid of? age

166. Are you a day person or nocturnal? day

167. What one CD could you listen to for an entire week (no mixed CD’s, it must be an album)? i listen to the same cds over and over. i dont know which one is the best... im sure some bright eyes cd

168. Which is worse, working in retail, food service, or an office? ive never worked in an office, but i love retail and food service.

169. What's the coolest job you ever had? barista

170. What is one central idea that your thoughts seem to come back to? im pretty simple. i always think about my family

171. Have you ever wanted to be an actor/tress? no

172. If you had the power to control one person and make this person do anything you wanted for a whole day, who would you pick and what would they do? i dunno, but im sure it would be a religious leader, and i would tell them to tell their ppl to live and let live

173. What star sign are you and what is your sign like? i duno.

174. Did the Blair Witch Project scare you? yes

175. Are you in constant fear of death? no

176. Does fear of death keep you from building a life? no

177. Do you like all your movies to be in wide-screen? no

178. Are you a fan of any comic books? yes

179. At what age did you attend your first funeral? 5?

180. What do you smell like (lotion, cologne, sweat)? soap

181. What are your greatest sources for wisdom? my self

182. When you were little, where did your parents tell you babies come from? mommies

183. What is your favorite band? i dont have a favorite. i like too many diff. kinds

184. What's the best cheesy 80's song? safety dance

185. What's the best kind of movie to see on a date? romantic comedy

186. Do you like to sit in the front, middle or back of the Movie Theater? back, unless its at crossgates, then i like to see in the first row of the balcony

187. Have you ever been inside an abandoned building? no

188. Under what circumstances would you agree to work for free? if i was asked my someone i care about

189. Candles or strobe lights? candles

190. Do you think the Lord of the Rings movies are true to the books or did Hollywood change the story too much? i havent read the books, but from what i hear they are about as good as they could be

191. When you see a stranger on the street does your first reaction lean towards thinking of this person as a potential friend or as a potential threat? threat

192. Is it natural for human beings to fear and distrust each other, or is it cultural? i think its nature

193. What do you really want to buy? kitchen cabinets

194. You have to choose. Would you be happier marrying someone rich for their money or living in the streets and subway tunnels with someone you love? living in the streets

195. If someone wanted to understand you what book could they read that would help? i dont know. i dont know of any book that explains me. im nothing special

196. Do you think it’s odd that Americans have freedom of religion and yet call themselves 'one nation under god'? no. america formed so ppl could practice their belief in God Freely, thus, under God

197. In what sense are you a minority? im not

198. Are you anti social? yes. for teh most part

199. Do you photograph well? no

200. Do you think that human beings would survivor through a nuclear winter? some of them, maybe

Part one
1. Who are you? Samantha Smith

2. What are the 3 most important things everyone should know about you? Im a Mom, Im Married, and i dont do drugs

3. When you aren't filling out 5,000 question surveys like this one what are you doing? playing WOW?

4. List your classes in school from the ones you like the most to the ones you like the least (or if you are out of school, think of the classes you did like and didn't like at the time). i loves photography and i hated math, although, im good at math when i want to be

5. What is your biggest goal for this year? Pay off the credit cards so i can build my new kitchen in the spring

6. Where do you want to be in 5 years? Here, only with more kids

7. What stage of life are you in right now? im starting my family

8. Are you more child-like or childish? child-like?!? i hope

9. What is the last thing you said out loud? go to sleep (to jayden)

10. What song comes closest to how you feel about your life right now? the simple life - the rentals

11. Have you ever taken martial arts classes? no

12. Does your life tend to get better or worse or does it just stay the same? better id say

13. Does time really heal all wounds? i think so

14. How do you handle a rainy day? i wear my pj's and watch tv. woot

15. Which is worse...losing your luggage or having to sort out tangled holiday lights? ive never lost my luggage, but tangled holiday lights do suck

16. How is your relationship with your parents? awesome

Will you miss them when they are gone? i dont want to think about that!

17. Do you tend to be aware of what is going on around you? i am pretty perseptive

18. What is the truest thing that you know? thats God loves me and my family, no matter what

19. What did you want to be when you grew up? i wanted to be an art teacher, but not so much anymore

20. Have you ever been given a second chance? i have

21. Are you more of a giver or a taker? giver

22. Do you make your decisions with an open heart/mind? i probably dont

23. What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? birthing a child

24. What is the most emotionally painful thing that has ever happened to you? um, marriage life has had its ups and downs, but i they never said it wasent work

25. Who have you hugged today? gus, and my baby girl woke me up today, daddy put her in bed with me and we hugged and played for a few mins.

26. Who has done something today to show they care about you? gus made me coffee

27. Do you have a lot to learn? i do

28. If you could learn how to do three things just by wishing and not by working what would they be?

A. speak japaneese

B. play a guitar

C. play the piano

29. Which do you remember the longest: what other people say, what other people do or how other people make you feel? what other people do

30. What are the key ingredients to having a good relationship? work at it

31. What 3 things do you want to do before you die?

A. raise my family

B. buy a home

C. have a dog

32. What three things would you want to die to avoid doing?

A. seeing my children die

B. seeing my husband die

C. getting so old i cant move

33. Is there a cause you believe in more than any other cause? no, not really

34. What does each decade make you think of:

The 19..

20's: it makes me think of sequins?

30's: it makes me think of silly hats

40's: it makes me think of pin up girls

50's: it makes me think of awesome leather jackets

60's: it makes me think of drugs

70's: it makes me think of hippies

80's: it makes me think of wavy hair

90's: it makes me think of neon colors

2000 (so far): it makes me think of computers

2010's: it makes me think of kids

35. Which decade do you feel the most special connection to and why? the 90's because i remember most of it

36. What is your favorite oldie/classic rock song? november rain

37. What country do you live in and who is the leader of that country? USA- George Bush

If you could say any sentence to the current leader of your country what would it be? i believe that you believe that you tried your best

38. What's your favorite TV channel to watch in the middle of the night? cartoon network, or mick at night, i dunno

39. What Disney villain are you the most like and why? hmm. i dunno. most of them act out of greed, and im not greedy. i guess the beast, but hes not totally a villin, hes just lost and lonely and confused.

40. Have you ever been a girl scout/boy scout? no, but i am an brownie scout leader

41. If you were traveling to another continent would you rather fly or take a boat? i dont really want to do either

42. Why is the sky blue during the day and black at night? i dont really care

43. What does your name mean? Winifred, my grandmothers name

44. Would you rather explore the deeps of the ocean or outer space? i dont want to do either, but i guess outerspace

45. Word association

What is the first word that comes to mind when you see the word:

Air: sky

Meat: steak

Different: people

Pink: hello kitty

Deserve: happiness

White: sunglasses

Elvis: the king

Magic: the gathering

Heart: disease

Clash: punk rock

Pulp: fiction

46. If you could meet any person in the world who is dead who would you want it to be? my grandma

47. What if you could meet anyone who is alive? i dont really have any desire to meet anyone i dont already know

48. Is there a movie that you love so much you could watch it everyday?empire records

49. You are going to be stuck alone in an elevator for a week. What do you bring to do? a book to read


50. Have you ever saved someone's life or had your life saved? no
51. Make up a definition for the following silly words...

Fruitgoogle:= too look up fruit

Ambytime:time to amby

Asscactus: a spikey ass

52. What was the last thing you made with your own hands? i cook everyday

53. What was your favorite toy as a child? i colored alot

54. How many TV’s are in your house? 2

55. What is your favorite thing to do outside? sit

56. How do you feel when you see a rainbow? happy

57. Have you ever dreamt a dream that came true? yes, i have

58. Have you ever been to a psychic/tarot reader? no

59. What is your idea of paradise? home

60. Do you believe in god and if so what is he/she/it like? i do, and i think hes probably pretty rational and resonable, and forgiving. and i also think he really hates people speaking for him

61. Do you believe in Hell? yes

62. What one thing have you done that most people haven't? ive sold artwork i made

63. What is the kindest thing you have ever done?i dont know, ask someone else

64. Are you a patient person?no

65. What holiday should exist but doesn't? tip your waitress alot day

66. What holiday shouldn't exist but does? i like holidays

67. What's the best joke you ever heard? what kind of fruit cant get married? a cantelope

68. Where is the most fun place you have EVER been? canada

69. Is your hair natural or dyed? a little bit of both

70. Do you have any deep dark secrets or are you pretty much up front? up front

71. What is under your bed right now?rubbermaid containers with sheets and things in them

72. If you were in the Land of Oz would you want to live there or go home? no

73. If you drive do you frequently speed? i dont

74. What is the world's best song to dance to? 99 red balloons

75. What song was on the last time you danced with someone?hmm.. i dont know.

76. Do you prefer Disney or Warner Brothers? disney

77. What is the first animal you would run to see if you went to the zoo? penguins

78. Would you consider yourself to be romantic? sometimes

79. If the earth stopped rotating would we all fly off?i dont know. maybe?

80. What is the one thing that you love to do so much that you would make sacrifices to be able to do it? watch tv hahahha

81. If you (and everyone) had to lose one right or freedom, but you could pick which one everyone had to lose, what would you pick? the right to bear arms

82. If you had to choose would you live on the equator or at the North Pole? north pole

83. Would you rather give up listening to music or watching television? tv often has music on it, so music

84. What do you think makes someone a hero? if htey help others

85. What cartoon would you like to be a character in? the simpsons

86. Name one thing that turns your stomach: war

87. What was the last thing you paid for?gus's dr co pay

88. Are you a coupon clipper? every sunday

89. Get anything good in the mail recently? gus is expecting his psp today

90. Which would you rather take as a gym class...dancing, sailing, karate, or bowling? dancing

91. In Star Trek people 'beam' back and forth between different places. What this means is they stand in a little tube and their molecules are deconstructed and sent to another tube somewhere else where they are reassembled. Only problem is when the molecules are deconstructed the person is dead. When they are put back together it is only a clone that has all the dead person's memories. So...

Is the person who gets beamed the same person on both ends? yes?

92. What insects are you afraid of? all of them

93. If you could print any phrase on a T-shirt, what would it say? i hate t-shirts with phrases on them

94. What's the most eccentric thing you have ever worn?i used to wear those really big jeans when i was in highschool. i dress pretty plain

95. If you could pick one food that you could eat all you wanted but it would have no effect on how much you weigh, what food would it be? ice cream

96. What are your parents interested in? fixing up the house, and jayden

97. Have you ever caught an insect and kept it as a pet? i used to keep crickets, until one of them became a canibal

Have you ever caught and tamed a wild animal? no

98. What is more helpful to you, wishes or plans? plans

99. When do you feel your life energy the strongest? in the morning

100. You are spending the night alone in the woods and may bring only 3 items with you. What do you bring? 1. a light 2. a car 3. a phone

baby is napping
gus is at the dr.
and i thought "let me lvl my lock"

NEGATIVE, SERVER MAINTANANCE

arrgghhhhh

i miss her
she was so cute
and little
and she slept in my shoes

but, after much mental debate, we got rid of our baby girl (ferret) sunday night.  she is now in the care of a woman who grew up with ferrets and know them very well.  she was almost in tears she loved jetta so much, in fact jetta fell asleep in her arms! shes never done that with me.   Theres also a 5 year old boy who also loves the ferret,  jetta loves to run and chase us, but were fat and lazy so a 5 year old boy full of energy will be great for her.  and he cried and told him mom that he loved her and he was so happy.  the dad was smiling but aloof as men usually are

all in all, a good choice for my little lady, she will be much happier and healthier.  I miss her so much tho...

were getting rid of our ferret.  i love her so much, but i hate her at the same time.  i resent how much time she takes and with the baby and the new appartment and everything, its not fair to her that i cant give her the care and love that i used to.  im sad, but we put her up on craigslist for free to however sounds the best.  *sigh*

so, my brother and i decided to make blood elves on black dragon flight.  i made a lock, he made a pally, i havent seen him on in awhile but my locks name is Shiivaa if anyone want to get on.  horde players suck, but the be starting area is teh shit and locks ROCK!  Ive never really played a caster.  anyway. rock out with your cock out.

1.YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car)
Boots Matrix

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
cookie dough scotchie

3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
S-Smi

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Pink Penguin

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Winifred Troy

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Smisa

7. SUPERHERO NAME: (”The” + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Brown coffee

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Raymond ????

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Hilton skittles

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother’s & father’s middle names )
Christine Francis

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city thats starts with the same letter)
Murphey Memphis

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower).
christmas carnation

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now + “ie” or “y”)
banana pantsy

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
waffle willow

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: (”The” + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + “Tour”)
The World of Warcraft Lighting Tour

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      <h2>You scored 68%The Hero, 60 % The Civilian, 67 % The Dead and 56 % The Undead!</h2>
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      CONGRADUALATIONS YOU'VE SURVIVED!!! The test anyway. Lets see what your results mean!


THE HERO: Either you have been waiting for a day like this or you just happen to be that "grab the bull by the horns" type of person. You survived because of your charisma and ability to keep a grasp on the situation. You fought not only for your survival but for the survival of others and they rallied under you, so whether you wanted to be or not you were made leader and the life of your companions were thrust into your hands.
 

-OR-


You only looked out for number one and by using your unique combat abilities and natural instict for survival you fight to live another day or fight to fight another day, however your outlook on your new life is.


THE CIVILIAN: You lived and possibly your family as well and thats all that matters. You helped whenever you could but couldn't bring yourself be responsible for the lives of others. You may have survived because of your intellegent or heart based descisions that aimed towards finding your family or other survivors and the chance hope that all this will be fixed in no time soon.


-OR-


You survived simply by living off the effort of others. You could have contributed more if you weren't so in shock and got your act together, you may have even put the lives of others at risk for your own survival.


THE DEAD: Congrats you're not a zombie but you obviously fucked up or pissed someone off. Several things could have happened that set you up for a "dirt nap", so lets go over a few. You were waaaay selfish. You had no regard for other peoples lives and thought only for yourself, you may have been cought eating extra rations and that "was the straw that broke the camels back", so one of your mates put a bullet in you. You could have been way to trusting of other people, you did whatever you were told without question or just believed that everyone is here to help. You could have been protecting your home and resources, just doing the right thing, but, someone else thought they needed them more than you.


-OR-


You were just to much of an open vigilante, you thought you were playing the role of hero but ended up being capped because you burned the trust of your companions by taking unnecessary risks, not respecting the opinions of others, or blatenly risking the lives of others, not to try to get them killed in your mind, but it sure looked like it to them.


THE UNDEAD: Bleeding, moaning, smelly, dead. You really could have made some better choices but maybe its just in your character that you ended up with this score. Its actually difficult to explain why you ended up in this category other than you made really wrong choices after the outbreak. You could have been to trusting of corporations or even the military and ended up being a casualty of an experiment that was spose to be controlled. You also could have set your self up for deadly predicaments, travelling alone, no weapons, lack of youthfulness, inability to operate logically, or even having to much heart and trying to help those who were already too far gone. Seeing your loved one become one of those "things" may have convinced you that there is no hope and you should share the same fate.


ANYWAY. I hope you enjoyed my little test and even found it insightful to your character because, as a great writer once wrote "Only in a land filled with the dead are we finally forced to start living." a nice metaphor that says only in such a horrific catastrophy are we really going to show our true face, our real character. Anyway cool, glad you took my test. Peace.

PLEASE HELP ME WITH MY TEST, IVE NOTICED SOME PROBLEMS AND CANNOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO FIX THEM. PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU CAN HELP!
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 got fired from red robin by the CEO of the company.....I half want to laugh until i pee/half want to crawl in a corner and cry.

yummm....

Jayden is FAT.  only 4 months old and shes over 17 lbs.  shes currently wearing mostly 6-9 or 6-12 clothes but she has several pants and dresses that are 12 or 12-18 month.   and they are not big

She is also starting on solids.  Im nervous about how much to feed her now.  And the Dr. said she can have juice, but why?  do i replace a bottle?  if i still have to feed her all the formula and a bottle of juice, and solids...its going to be a 24 hr. food fest. she started with rice cereal, now im adding in a few peas. ...shes going to have green poop


work is work, im working alot to pay the bills but for some reason they just keep comming and im feeling frazzled and jayden needs a whole new wardrobe and my jeans and shirts hang on me now

i want to get pregnant again.  i miss having an excuse to drink chocolate milk all day and eating tuna fish for breakfast

im having a bbq on uncle sam day, sept. 9th.  match making will ensue

we want to take a vacation to sonic...is that lame?

Wow is fun again, i <3 outlands

so, i got another look at my new appt. and while i love it, i feel it is going to be a money pit.

the living room isnt small, but with windows on one wall, and a window and fireplace on another and the other an opening to the dinning room i have no idea where were going to put a tv. so gus suggested we get a flat screen and hang it above the mantle. Good idea, but where are we going to get the money for that?!?

i also would two armchairs or recliners for in front of the windows, i want a new couch, and an area rug. not to mention paint and whatever we need to do to make those hard wood floors look beautiful. thats just the living room

the dinning room is nice, but the poorly placed radiator is going to make it hard to find a home for my corner cabinet, and the big table i want probably isnt a good idea, because i would cut the flow from dinning room to the kitchen. so im thinking of going with a small round one that can open up big when we need it to.

then theres teh kitchen, which is bigger than i thought, but also poorly laid out. i dont think i can fit either my island or my bakers rack in there, but without anything its going to look bare. that needs some measuring tape and thought before i proceed with any ideas

hallway is a hallway, nothing amazing. i need to get a little stand for the bathroom. i might even talk to my dad about replacing the sink, but that would be in time

the babys room is alot smaller than i remember and im having doubts that two babies will fit in there. kind of a huge worry. i suppose if we had to we could switch rooms with baby and give them out room, which is pretty huge

but we need a dresser. saw one at ikea i want for 250ish

then we have to build a ferrets cage because ours sucks. sometimes i think we should get rid of her, but i love her so much. i dunno, we will have to debate about it alot.

oi

i dont have enough for my bills let alone all of that

but, my LR with be fly if we do get all i want. FLY

LAZY SUMMER SUNDAY!

so, this morning i was up playing with the baby and watching the news when the weatherman said it would be 90 today. i then made gus shut all windows and turn on the AC. best to do it now than wait until its gets hot.

me and gus spent all day taking naps, watching harry potter movies on the family channel, and then he played starwars for awhile and i played pokemon diamond. my machop got the ultra cool ribbon. ooo yea. will my combee ever freakin evolve tho? i should look it up but i dont want to know whats comming, i want to be surprised. heh

ps. ponyta is da bomb

i did awesome on points today, only now im picking at the ice cream, the reason why i didnt want any in the house, but gus was so proud when he came home from the store with a surprise for me. bless his heart

baby is wearing the cutest pajamas, they have a cat face on the butt. she is so awesome, she plays with stuff now, and laughs if you bounce her butt or blow on her feet. im in love!

me and gus packed up things we wont use alot so that when we can move we can do it as quickly as possible. He got mad at me for punctuating things incorrectly on the boxes, so i put semicolons and parenthesis all over the place. fun

so friday night i went to rev. hall with gus to see a show. it was the first show ive been to in a year and the first at rev. hall. it rocks, like alot. i wasent crowded, the bartenders were nice, and it was bright and clean with many windows and exits. it was nice. we met up with halsey and i had fun being pop/emo. we saw olympia, the june, emanuel, and boys night out. i must say i was the least impressed with Boys night out even tho they were the headliner. emanuel was good, and the june were ok. i liked olymipia too and the guys seemed pretty nice, which is super important.

gus turned in some 15 year old girls for drinking which halsey didnt understand but now that im a mother of a someday going to be 15 year old girl im pretty happy about it. if i dropped my daughter off at a show i would like to think it was safe for her and she wasent going to be doing anything stupid. new parents 1 point, teenage girls 0

we are going to check out the church that meets uip there tommorrow. we went to the website and they seem a little crazy but as far as im concerned all christians, with the exception of gus and myself, are absolutely bonkers. at the very least they seem to be a little younger than the crazy church gus's family goes to, and they are connected to grace, which we liked, but was just too big. if anything i told gus we can pinch the baby to make her cry and use her as an excuse to leave. Gus then told me that was the meanest thing he had ever heard and that it would def. work well and that we should keep that in mind when we go to his parents house.

speaking of baby, you know whats awesome? bathing changing feeding and rocking baby only to have her spit up all over herself and sheets as soon as her sleepy little head hits her mattress. of course im lazy so i just put a burp cloth down over the spit, wiped up her face with some pants that were lying around and i will deal with it in the morning.

me and my mom went to nothing but noodles for lunch today. i had never been there before. i got the beef strogonoff and my mom got marinara pasta. there pasta sauce is awesome, spicy.

Transformers rocks, i want to marry optimus prime, at least until they make a sequel and put hot rod in it, he is the sexiest transformer

there is for some reason a teenage girl party outside my house right now. my parents think the signing is going to be next week. i cant wait to the the f*k out

less than 2 weeks until harry potter *pees pants*

i gained 1.4 lbs last week, not bad considering i only followed the points scale 1 day last week.

seriously, where are all these teenagers comming from? wierd!

vagina

-samxcore

so 6 weeks later im 18.4 lbs smaller.  With a slight bump in the road two weeks ago i gained a pound, last week i surprisingly lost 5.4 which i wasent expecting with the red robin party on monday and then friday night my parents took us out for pizza and wings.  but i did good all other days but i was not expecting 5.4! woo!

i bought a dress for my brothers wedding, but it might be too big come august!

speaking of my brothers wedding i feel really bad, Gus mother and father assume their invited.  i have NO IDEA why, they dont really know Ray and i dont think they ever met Becca, but there like, planning their vacation arround it, and i brought it up to ray, hoping he would just throw them a bone, but he said no, which i understand, i didnt want them at my wedding either, i just feel really really bad about it.  im just not going to mention it around them anymore, and maybe they will forget, or realize they didnt get an invitation.

oh, B&N ppl, my brother ray is getting married to becca august 4th and expecting a baby feb. 16th!  just in case i didnt post about it before, i dont remember.  now you know.

19 days until harry potter?!?! i think so.  rock!